so many presentations and deadlines and shit to get through i've been so worried for my gpa, especially for marcomm, bc i've failed every single assignment/test but ms chong (who is incredibly amazing btw) told me
Portia, just to let you know your marcomm tally is 24/60%. You did well for the quiz which I am glad for, so keep up the good work for your presentation, hoping for it to pull up your overall score.asdfghjklasdfghjkl idk if she did it for everyone but i feel like i'm not a lost cause when she sent me the dm on twitter. was so scared for my grade i almost cried when i saw this.
speaking of crying, I've been doing that a lot lately, no thanks to some douchebags.
really thought he was a better person than the cunt everyone warned me to stay away from. but its okay. little boys will grow up one day and hopefully become better people. such a shame. but for making use of me confiding in you a while ago, you took advantage of that, and used that information, teaming up with someone you knew hated me, of whom i actually broke off the friendship for you, to get revenge because i showed people how much of a shallow idiot you were? hah. i thought we were amicable, but i guess your ego couldnt take me leaving you for another, better, taller person. stew in your bitterness. i feel sorry for you and i hope no other girls will give chances to fuckboys like you.
this is why i don't trust people anymore. you confide in them and a few weeks later they turn around and stab a knife into your sorry heart.
or in my case, give away things of yours and then pulling you by your hair across half a corridor when you confront them about it. joke.
but it's okay. it doesn't matter anymore. until other people took matters into their own hands and decide to spread highly decorated versions of this story to everyone, and when i ask them about it they're like "oh don't worry I've always been tightlipped and anyway we're both from the same alma mater so I've got your back okay?" what complete rubbish I laughed so hard when i saw that i almost dropped my phone. gossip mongers meh.
BUT
i talked about it to someone who gave me a fresh new perspective about it, and i realised it doesn't really matter, because shit's gna happen anyway so just leave it be, and carry on, and of course learn something from it so you won't be as stupid as to repeat it again. so yes i have moved on and am no longer miserable about things that don't require my attention.
anyway just finished this year's annual TVC concert, Dream Land.
and it was stressful af. singing and emcee-ing do not bid well for my heart haha i was so nervous the whole time and fluffed up my lines so many times but people thought it was okay so....YAY??
but it went pretty well, and i guess i was a little disappointed that this was the first concert i've not gotten flowers for despite putting so much effort in it.... but idk i guess its cause tix sold out so fast so people couldnt get tix (like my mom she was so angry about it HAHA)
talked to mz about the flowers thing tho but he immediately started defending himself, saying i didn't tell him until the tickets were sold out (which wasn't true bc i told him almost 2 months before the concert and he told me he would get them but he didn't) and then he made me feel bad about making him feel bad??? boy logic. oh well.
to bed i guess long day of rehearsals tmr for Cupid's Tale sigh so so so so so tired :(
